The aftermath

If I could turn back time,
if I hadn't found out everything two months ago.

Maybe I would still be happy right now?
Blinded and happy.
Deceived but happy.
Losing but still, happy.

Maybe baby.


I've been having a string of bad nights, and tonight cannot get any worse. Was looking red-eyed, uncouth with terrible hair and dressed in fbt shorts while sitting at the steps outside Paragon and some loser actually came up to ask for my number. Huijia and I should never get together at night with both of us depressed, ha ha, we help each other get worse. Are there gonna be drinks at Chew's bbq tmrw?